This is an odd day for me. I actually feel fine. In any given month, there are only about 7-10 days that this happens and they don’t usually happen together because I have medical issues along with my mental ones. I can’t help but to feel a little fear because this “Fine” that I feel might not be there when I wake tomorrow. My first reaction is to try to get some things done, important things, normal things. Then I must stop myself and think very hard as I don’t know how long this feeling will last. I choose to take some of this day to be grateful. I am grateful just to feel balance in my head and no pain and sickness in my body. Grateful to be able to have a cohesive thought process in my head. It’s amazing! No craziness right now. Days like this are so few and far between lately. I don’t want to lose this. This is the real me and it’s wonderful. So grateful to those who stand by me and root for me on a daily basis! These are the days worth fighting for. It’s an amazing feeling to just be alright and I do not take it for granted. No matter how hard my struggle is, I know it could be worse. My fine may be a fleeting thing but right now it is everything!